About CJ

Welcome to ∞ Cosmic Healing With CJ ∞

Hello there beautiful soul! Welcome! My name is CJ Lee. I am a highly empathic Intuitive Energy Healer, Reiki Master/Teacher, Sound Healer, and Spiritual Alchemist, located in Huntsville, Alabama. I specialize in Reiki healing, quantum multi-dimensional energy healing, crystal healing, meditation healing, and sound healing modalities. I grew up with a vivid imagination and a childlike sense of wonder of the the world and my surroundings ever since I was a little girl. I knew from a very young age that there was more to life beyond our five senses. Throughout my life, I have experienced very vivid dreams. I believed that God  communicated with me and guided me through my dreams. I grew up in the South and was raised in the Christian faith. I was saved at the age of 16 years old. From that moment on, I  had a close personal relationship to God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. My relationship with God is a very very personal and sacred one. The Holy Spirit resides in me and my temple is within. "The kingdom of heaven is within." This is not merely a belief for me. This is a known fact for me. This fact is quite simply my truth. My reliance on my own intuition and connection to God has guided me throughout my personal trials and tribulations. When you are young, you just have this blind faith that you really don't understand. You just "trust". As you get older, your faith becomes challenged and tested in ways you never expected. Anyone who is on some sort of spiritual journey knows and understands this point. I admit I lost my faith a time or two. Never totally but I did stray. Fortunately for me though, through challenges, I realized my faith was the one thing that I could count on. Nobody could ever take that away from me. Over time, my faith was strengthened,  expanded and widened to a broader perspective and a deeper perspective from where I started. Within the past several years, my spiritual relationship with God and the Universe has deepened and evolved exponentially. Belief is now a Known. There is no more "believing.." There is just "knowing." There is a difference between believing and knowing.

In 2017, my whole world that I had carefully built completely changed. At the time, it was a "tower" moment for me, meaning everything came crashing down and I realized that most of my life was not authentic. I was living a "fake life" to some degree. Everything in my life changed almost instantaneously. Though the actual build up to that moment had been coming my whole life. Suddenly, I was forced "to deal". To deal with all my past trauma and pain from childhood that moved through adulthood. Face my own shadows. Face my own inner child. Face my own fears. Face my own demons. Face my own "ish". Inner childhood pain and hurt that I had collected throughout my adult life. Pain and hurt that I had continuously "stuffed" and "carpet swept". Emotions and trauma that I had completely ignored and avoided for a very long time. I went into counseling with a beautiful soul who lovingly walked me through the first steps toward healing. One year later, I felt like we made as much progress as we could in that environment and our time together was complete. Now, it was time for me to go further on my healing journey and self discovery. It was time for me to walk through the doorway I had been hesitant to for most of my life. At this time, I returned back to my foundational relationship with God. It was literally all I ever had and actually all I ever needed. I decided to go deeper with my relationship to God, the Holy Spirit and the Universe than I ever had before. I began a daily prayer practice. I started spending time in nature. Connecting with nature, the trees, the birds, the animals, the wind. I spent a lot of time just allowing God to speak to me through nature. This was a very healing time for me. A very sacred time. I also began researching ways to gain inner peace and calm my anxiety. Through my research, I discovered meditation. I thought, hmmmm, maybe meditation will help me drown out all these negative thoughts I have about myself. Thoughts that would constantly pop up in my head. Thoughts telling me how worthless I was and how unlovable I was. Not pretty enough. Not smart enough. Not fun enough. Not driven enough. Just not enough. You probably are familiar with these thoughts I speak of. We all battle our own inner voice sometimes. I just wanted to drown out all the inside noise and outside noise and regain my calmness and inner peace. Peace became the Holy Grail I sought above everything else. Well, guess what ? A daily practice with God, prayer, and meditation actually brought me peace, serenity and much more. 

Meditation takes practice but like anything we set out to do, if we stay with it, we will eventually get better and better. I started out meditating 5 minutes at a time and eventually worked up to 2 hours at a time. Now, I average 15-20 minutes a day.  During these daily meditations, I started feeling more present in the moment. My mind became clearer. I was able to focus more. The random thoughts in my head seemed to grow quieter. I started noticing everything around me that I hadn't before. Colors became more vivid. Sounds of nature (the birds, the wind, the animals, rainbows, clouds, the sound of silence) all came to the forefront instead of all the manufactured noises of our society. I also began to experience seeing visions, seeing colors, seeing auras, seeing energies, having tingles, and feelings of healing running throughout my body (and much more) during these meditations. Needless to say, my experiences were very profound and my whole way of thinking and being started to shift. I became more calm and more peaceful over time. I began asking God for complete inner healing. From there it all just exploded and expanded. My dreamscape became even more vivid than ever. I experienced all kinds of amazing visions, dreams, and lucid dreaming. Suddenly, a whole new world opened up to me. An amazing, beautiful and very magical world. God literally opened up my spiritual vision and I began seeing beyond the veils. The veils of illusion and the actual veils. Not only in dreamtime or my mediation time but eventually in waking time in this physical reality. I started to recapture that childlike wonder I once had when I was a little girl. God started showing me just how amazing everything truly is and how expansive it is and how we really don't have a concept of what all is "out there" or "in here", depending on your vantage point. (If you know, you know). I always knew this to be true deep inside my soul, but now, I could actually see it and experience it all with my own senses. It wasn't something beyond the veils anymore. It was up close and personal. I could not believe what I was seeing and experiencing. I started to worry, "am I losing it?" At this point, I did not see the world and my surroundings, the same way anymore. My intuitive gifts (clairvoyance, clairsentience, claircognizance and clairaudience) and healing abilities were awakened. And more spiritual gifts are continuing to awaken and strengthen each day. Just like your muscles, the more you use them, the stronger you get. In the beginning, I was more than a little intimidated by what was happening to me. I wondered if anyone else was experiencing what I was. I was scared to ask anyone or even share my experiences. Yet, as time went by, I started praying and trusting God more and more, knowing and understanding that this was all a part of the process in my own spiritual and healing journey. Now that I have seen what I have seen, there is not going back. I know what I know. The old adage "seeing is believing" is not accurate. It actually is "believing is seeing." And once seen, it can't be unseen. Once known, it can't be unknown. I feel so blessed for all of the spiritual gifts and blessings God has given me in my life. I am beyond thankful. I hold much gratitude in my soul for everything in my life. All of it. The good, the bad, the ugly. It has all served a higher purpose for me and for that I am forever grateful.

Ever heard of the Carl Jung archetype, "The Wounded Healer?" If you have, then you understand. If not, research it, if you are interested.     

The past few years have been an amazing journey of self discovery and reconnecting to my inner being, God, the Universe and the All.  Finding my TRUE self again. Understanding that everything is truly okay. All is exactly as it should be in the present moment. My faith in God has brought me through many trials and tribulations in this lifetime. I know without a doubt God has lovingly guided me along the way, step by step, to this present moment.  Now, I am being called to share my knowledge, blessings and spiritual gifts with others and assist them with their own healing journeys. The old saying, "I can show you the door but I can't make you walk through it", I totally subscribe to. This path is a VERY personal journey and I do NOT take that fact lightly either. I would NEVER EVER claim to have all the answers for you or know what is best for you. Only you can determine what is best for you. You have your own sovereignty and free will and only you can decide what you will accept or don't accept as truth. What I have to offer and share may or may not interest you. It may or may not help you or resonate with you. And that my beautiful soul, is more than perfectly okay. We all have our own ability to choose what we allow into our reality and accept as truth or untruth. However, there could be just one person that would benefit from my assistance in their own healing and self discovery. And that one person is the sole(soul) reason I am being led to step out in faith and offer what has helped me in my journey.  

I really like this quote... "A healer does not heal you. A healer is someone who holds space for you while you awaken your inner healer so that you may heal yourself."- Maryann Hasnaa    

I have taken quite a few healing courses these past several years (35 and counting...I love to learn and expand my knowledge base). I have become certified in a multitude of healing modalities and techniques. Even though I am trained in different healing methods, I ultimately trust my own intuition and God and allow the Divine/Holy Spirit flow through me in my own natural way of administering energy healing. I allow myself to be a vessel of the Divine healing energy. I trust God fully and completely believe any energy healing you receive from me is completely divinely led. Each person I work with will receive a tailor made specific healing for them based on the needs of the individual. I fully trust in God and the Divine in everything that I do and I trust it will be perfect for the individual. My intention from my heart and the depths of my soul is to help and heal whoever seeks me for assistance. I believe that the energy healing they receive will be for their best and highest good and that whatever healing is required will be done. 

We all come from different backgrounds yet from my lens of the world, we are all One. We all come from the same Creator. When one of us hurts, we all hurt. When one of us heals, we all heal. Each one of us have our own healing journey and we can all learn from each other and help each other along the way. Love is always the answer to every question. Jesus instructed us to "Love Our Neighbors as We Love Ourselves". Helping each other to heal is one way to show our Love. I also believe in the power of God and miraculous healing as I personally have witnessed it on several occasions, not only physical healing but mental, psychological and spiritual healing. The "laying of hands" has long been a healing modality in various religions, cultures and timeframes. The power of prayer works miracles!     

If you have any questions regarding my healing modalities or about the sessions I offer, please send me a message in the contact section so we can discuss your specific needs further. I will meet anyone wherever they are on their journey. Whether this is all brand new to you or very familiar to you, it doesn't matter. I too am willing to learn from you and others as we never stop learning and growing. Let's heal each other together!